Realizing, learning, growing up

I said I was done with this blog. I swore I was done. And then I went on a walk. I was walking through the neighbourhood as I haven't done in a very long time. I saw kids playing, people relaxing in their gardens, reading the newspaper. And I wanted to be a part of them. And then I realized that people don't really like me. I've been acting like a child. I've been acting like a little baby even though I'm 17 years old.

This ends now.

I'm not done with the blog, but I'm done with being baby Miika. And I'm done with making people hate me 'cause of it.

I don't care if yu don't wanna read this anymore, if yu think that "this blog isn't funny anymore". I really don't wanna care about that, I just wanne live my life as I please.

I hope yu understand me. Yu understand why I'm being like this now, right?

This blog will never be the same, I'm growing up, and the only thing we can do to remember the past is to read our old posts. In my case there's a lot of pain in it. In the post about people or things hurting me, but also in the post about things that made me happy and made me laugh. 'Cause on the inside I wasn't laughing at all.

See yu guys... some day, probably.