I actually don't have any idea of what's going on here.. This evening have been so confusing:
I had a minor fight with Teemu about some food ... Then I got a bit sentimental and I maybe mentioned slitting my wrist a time a two - but I would never like do it for real!
Well, we were having this discussion and I really couldn't take it anymore, so I closed my laptop and sat on my bed for a minute.
Suddenly I got this idea that I wanted to dye my hair, but I still wanted a memory of the old colour. Så I searched through all my drawers but I couldn't find a pair of scissors anywhere. I then remembered that I had a pocket knife hidden in my wardrobe - I could easily use that, I only needed to cut off a wisp of my hair.
But unfortunately I (accidentally of course) cut my arm right above the wrist. I think I let out a yelp and dropped the knife on the floor while searching for something that could possibly stop the bleeding.
Suddenly the door swung open and Teemu stormed into my bedroom - he looked pretty scared actually, and I still don't get why. He took one hasty look at the wound and then nearly carried me out of the door and threw me into the passenger seat in our Dad's second car. He didn't even want to explain to me what was going on.
When we reached the hospital he dragged me out and I let my arm be examined by a very unkind doctor; it hurt! He cleaned the wound and even stitched it! Then a much kinder nurse bandaged it, and Teemu and I were sent home again with some aspirin.
I think Teemu thinks that I'm sleeping .. But I really don't want to sleep! It's only 10 o'clock or something! ... So I kind of pushed the sleeping pills under my pillow..
You don't get it? What the hell were you about to? Why are you lying? Why did you use that damn pocket knife? What have I done? What can I do?
ReplyDeleteAnd would you please answer all these questions in chronological order? And also this last question - by answering YES (WE CAN)!
Timo won't be glad to read this *Grinning grimmly* - and I won't speak with you until I get an explanation - EMO-brow!
Fine! I'll answer your damn questions if they are so important to you.
ReplyDelete1: No, I don't get it. I am truly confused!
2: I was about to cut my hair ..?
3: I am NOT lying >.<
4: Because I didn't have a DAMN ANYTHING ELSE!!!
5: Nothing! You have done nothing! Not even forced me to take the damn pills! Or bought me a Kinder Surprise :( :(
6: Buy me a Kinder Surprise? ^^
7: YES (WE CAN)!
And yes, I get that I'm grumpy .. BUT WHO THE HELL TOLD YOU THAT IT WAS NECESSARY TO TELL MOM AND DAD THAT I WAS TRYING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF??!!!
.. It makes me sad that you could even think that about me :(
... And I want a Kinder Surprise :( :( :( :(
I'm sorry I scared you :( I didn't mean to :( I just wanted my hair dyed :(
ReplyDeleteBut .. You've misunderstood something, Teemu :( I was not trying to kill myself :(
ReplyDeleteHopefully not.
ReplyDeleteYou don't have any ideas of what I would have done if you actually did kill yourself.
Hey, did you notice that I wrote without any smileys? I must be very serious right now, since I write so perfectly. I won't even post a "LOL!".
I need to pee :/
ReplyDeleteMe too...:(
ReplyDeleteBut I'm not allowed to use the bathroom now? Besides, I think Grandma's in there..
ReplyDelete*Cuddling with Auntie* :D
You're sick... oO
ReplyDeleteWhy don't you like Auntie? She's a nice woman :D And she brought us juice! :D
ReplyDeleteI'm scared of her and her pretzels... LOL!
ReplyDeleteI'm scared of her bulldog :(
ReplyDeleteI'm scared of her winter coat;O)
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